The Holy Caterpillar
by Christopher Lane
The Holy Caterpillar

Coping with change can be challenging, especially when called to let go of the very things you always believed were unchangeable.

But then what do you suppose goes through the mind of the caterpillar as in the chrysalis all its external organs shrivel up while all the internal ones dissolve into a kind of soup, to be reconstituted into something so amazingly different?

Chris Lane is an Anglican Priest and Chaplain of Carisbrooke Priory on the Isle of Wight, a centre for Christian Healing.

The Holy Caterpillar charts something of his own thoughts on the process of metamorphosis, both from a personal perspective and through the observation of others, all in the context of his Christian faith.

The first three chapters Birth, Death & Resurrection explore a personal experience of these life-changing events. Chapter Four, Acquisitiveness, looks at the universal urge to gain by oneself and for oneself and the final chapter Change brings things to a head, as happened for the author when twenty years ago his nephew and godson came out.

The book does not profess to be a defining scholarly statement. Difficult and elusive issues are in part addressed through poems and the whole lump is leavened with some delightful cartoons by Rupert Besley.

Rupert is a professional cartoonist who features each week in the local paper and whose postcards have gone countrywide.

The author
s hope and prayer is that others browsing among the leaves of The Holy Caterpillar may find some help in dealing with difficult issues, not least the challenge to change what you thought was unchangeable.
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The Vision
A Dream, a Prayer and a Prophecy

Helen's Dream
In April 1993, the recently formed Carisbrooke Priory Trust purchased the freehold of St Dominic's Priory, Carisbrooke on the Isle of Wight, the home of a Catholic Community of nuns since the house was first built in 1866.

This was a key step in the fulfilling of a vision, given to Mrs Helen Rawlings some twenty five years before. Having suffered with serious mental illness for many years, Helen believed that during a time of prayer, the Lord Jesus Christ promised to heal her. Shortly after she was taken in a dream, westwards from Camberley where she was living at the time and shown a large Victorian house from the back and just above roof height. The only other information given by the one who had accompanied her was that 'there was water nearby'. Helen assumed this to be the sea for she remembered thinking how much that would please her children.

During the following months, she was enabled by God to take charge of her often random and troubled thoughts and entered into a remarkable degree of healing of the mind, which she continues to enjoy to this day.

Together with her late husband John, an Anglican priest, they began a ministry with Christian prayer to people seeking mental and emotional health. Affirmed as Apostolates by Bishop Morris Maddocks, this ministry grew under the auspices of the Acorn Christian Healing Trust (now the Acorn Christian Healing Foundation).

One day they expected to find the house in Helen's dream, to become the centre of this much needed ministry. John and Helen believed it would be in the form of short term residence, especially to rehabilitate  lives affected by years of mental illness. However, to date this has not been happened and instead we see God meeting our needs through other means.
Whilst mental, emotional and spiritual needs are the focus, prayer for physical healing is also offered, not least recognising the unity of  body, mind and spirit. In short,the Priory is a House of Prayer.

From the day the Priory reopened its door, the Carisbrooke Priory Trust has sought God's will in the fulfilling of this vision.

Sister Mary Albert's prayer
Sr Mary Albert's Prayer
Parallel to Helen's vision for the healing of the mind, is that for the healing of the Body of Christ, the Church. As Helen was given her dream, so Sister Mary Albert OP, a member of St Dominic’s since 1939, grew certain their house would in due course have to close. Though saddened at the prospect, the Lord inspired her with a vision for a house that would reconcile and heal the divided Body of Christ. To this end she composed a prayer and used it daily for twenty five years until seeing with great joy her vision being fulfilled before her death in 1996.
Christ of Carisbrooke
claim Your Kingdom
And lead us together
to the Father
rejoicing in Your Spirit of Love.
Amen

The Carisbrooke Priory Trust Ltd is an independent Christian Charity seeking to serve the whole Church of the Lord Jesus Christ as well as offering an open door to those of all faiths and none.

Canon Alan Brown's Prophecy
In 1996 Canon Alan Brown, then Chairman of Trustees brought the following prophetic word which continues to influence the understanding of the Priory's purpose to this present day.
I will bring those for whom My heart weeps to a house prepared and furnished with love.
I am showing you My way of love - love that accepts, values, affirms and heals as the outcast is brought in. Do not be anxious or confused - the way of love is timeless. I am already at work. The new way I have revealed requires you to learn My love. I am teaching you. I am preparing you. I have not left you alone - see Me in one another; see Me in those I bring to you - love them as you love Me.
I am at work by My Spirit creating a community of love - love that heals throught the cross. Learn of Me that you may live in a house prepared and furnished with love.

















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